Now past midnight, across town in Anacostia, the mournful winter wind
harmonized horribly with the off-key singing from down the hall at the boarding house.
Chloe lay shivering in cold water, unaware how much time had passed since she’d
drawn the bath. It was her desperate attempt to wash the evil away. Succumbing to the
incessant pounding on the door, she whimpered, “Orpha, if you and Shirley don’t stop
that wretched caterwauling I’ll vacate the room.”
Chloe stumbled out of the tub onto the cold pink and black floor. Lavender-scented
suds slid down her legs and pooled on the flower-patterned tile.
“It’s Mrs. Grogan dear. Did your special fella come through for ya tonight? I want
all the romantic details.”
Shivering, Chloe leaned over and twisted a worn but bright white towel around her
hair. She shoved her arms into an old terrycloth bathrobe, wincing as the rough fabric
abraded her sensitive skin. She pulled the frayed belt tight.
Chloe jerked the chain on the tub stopper, releasing the dirty water. She stared at
the hundred dollar bill. Slither away and leave me alone. It didn’t heed her will. She
yanked the money out and wadded it up with all her might, then shoved it into the
bottom of the wastebasket, underneath the bathroom discards.
“Chloe? Can ya hear me darlin’? Did he pop the question?” the landlady asked.
Chloe knelt on the wet tiles, dunking her hands into the dwindling water and
flattening them on the bottom of the tub. Water poured from her cuffs when she pulled
them back out. The cast iron drainpipe burped as the bathtub emptied.
Twisting the crystal knob, Chloe opened the door and gagged at the stench of burnt
eggnog. After switching the light off, she crossed the hall to her room.
Mrs. Grogan gasped at the sight of Chloe’s legs and face. She followed Chloe in and
shut the door. “Oh my God child! You were attacked! Or did…did he do this to ya? I’ll
go and fetch Doc Morton. Or do ya need to go to the hospital?”
“No! Don’t call anyone. You mustn’t tell! Promise, Mrs. G?” Chloe pleaded, nearly
“Shh… Calm down, now just calm down darlin’. Ya know I’ll do ya right.” The
landlady pulled Chloe to her bosom and stroked the towel on her hair. “There there
now. Everything will be all right.”
“Ouch! You’re hurting me.”
Mrs. Grogan let go. “I’m so sorry, sweetness. Forgive—”
“No, I’m sorry, Mrs. G. I mean…”
“Shh-shh-shh. Hush child. “ She tenderly ran a finger along Chloe’s cheek. “I’ll be
back in a moment.” The landlady waddled off with purpose.
Chloe located her big suitcase, wedged in the tiny closet. Determined to extract the
luggage, she inhaled and heaved to the left. The suitcase dislodged, propelling a wire
hanger with a pink cotton blouse. The hanger stung her chest. The blouse covered her
face. She sneezed and dropped the suitcase as she grabbed her ribs. Dear God and Jesus
in heaven. Please let me feel better. Please let me wake up in North Carolina. Forgive me of my
She heard panting as Mrs. Grogan swept aside the makeup and curlers on the
dresser and deposited an aluminum tray. A waffle-sized powder puff fell to the floor.
Chloe held in another sneeze and picked up the suitcase. Mrs. Grogan bent down with a
groan and plucked up the puff, tossing it onto the dresser. She tugged on the suitcase
but was unable to release it from Chloe’s grip.
“Where do ya think you’re going on such a treacherous night? Young lady, ya just
put that thing away and get under the covers. Here’s some warm eggnog and a couple
of chloral hydrate capsules to help ya sleep.”
“No! I have to get out of here, now leave me alone! I’ve messed everything up.
What don’t you understand? I can’t stay in Washington. I have to disappear before it’s
“Why? Just call the Metropolitan Police on the beast!”
“No, you don’t understand and…I…I can’t explain it. I have to leave! Believe me
and don’t ask anything! Please?” How much time do I have before they find out? What will
they do to me?
With a look of uneasy puzzlement, Mrs. Grogan questioned, “But where will ya go?
Back home to your Mam in Carolina? Do ya want me to call her for ya?”
Chloe dropped the suitcase onto the tapestry area rug, grabbed Mrs. Grogan’s
chubby arms and stared dead into her chocolate eyes. “I can never go back to North
Carolina now. Not in this—oh, I’ve said too much! All right… You have to help me.
Please, Mrs. G?”
Mrs. Grogan embraced her favorite tenant and affirmed, “I will help ya darlin’.
Always. Now what is it that ya need?”
Chloe paced the room. As she passed by the wobbly-legged desk, she brushed
against an old tin of pennies, knocking it over. They tinkled like a gentle metallic
waterfall puddling on the hardwood floor. The two women bumped heads as they
squatted to pick up the coins.
“Can you get my paycheck from the Bureau next Friday? And deposit it in my
checking account? I’ll call in on Monday morning and tell them…oh, something!”
“How ‘bout that your sister’s baby has come early and ya have to go to Baltimore to
help out with her older ones?”
Chloe’s stomach felt like it jumped to her throat. She knew she had to keep up the
charade for Mrs. Grogan of having a sister. “No! Not that! I’ll tell them my Momma
took ill and I have to go and look after her.” Chloe reached the last two pennies and
plunked them into the can.
Mrs. Grogan put a stubby finger on her fleshy cheek and began tapping. “But
where will ya go? To make a new beginning. Hollywood? New York? Iowa? No, not
Iowa…” Mrs. Grogan clambered to her feet. “I know! Miami Beach!”
“Yes darlin’, of course Miami Beach. It’s eighty degrees down there now don’t ya
know. I’ll call Paddy and let him know to expect ya. He’s my late husband’s cousin. He
owns a bakery, finest in southern Florida. He rents rooms out over top of the place. I’ll
make sure he has a vacancy and if he doesn’t, then he’ll just have to make one.”
Chloe sat cross-legged on the floor, adjusting her robe. “Don’t you read the
newspaper, Mrs. G? The beach has been commandeered by the Army Air Corps for
their boot camp. The hotels are being used as barracks, for heaven’s sake.” She rattled
the pennies, staring into the can.
Faint rays of sunshine broke through the vicious storm clouds in Chloe’s mind.
Miami Beach. Warmth, yes, oh to be warm again. Bakery, yum. But soldiers everywhere? How
depressing. Wait…soldiers everywhere, about to be sent off to war…scared and lonely men.
Chloe stretched to reach the desk and shoved the tin can on top. She pulled herself
up. “Yes! Mrs. Grogan, Miami Beach sounds…perfect.”
The landlady plopped Chloe’s suitcase up onto the bed. She grabbed an armload of
clothes from the closet and tossed them on the quilt. Removing the first dress from its
hanger, she shook it out and rolled it into a tight cylinder. “Ya get less wrinkles this way
darlin’. I read it in a magazine don’t ya know.”
As Chloe touched up her bruised face with pancake and rouge, the Andrews
Sisters’ snappy song, “Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy”, drifted in from down the hall. She
coughed while smacking a powder puff all over her forehead. None of this happened. I
don’t exist. I’ll just disappear into paradise and everything will be all right again. She turned to
Mrs. Grogan. “How do I look?”
“I shoulda married Max Factor. The man is a genius don’t ya know. Ya’d never
guess what happened tonight. Don’t forget your lipstick darlin’, and you’re good
enough to dance at the White House.” She hung the empty hangers on the wooden
closet rod. “I’ll leave ya to dress, dear, and I’ll go call ol’ Paddy. And then, when he says
yes, I’ll order ya a cab.”
“The trains do run all night, don’t they?”
“Yes darlin’. Now you get ready quick and be on your way.”
When Mrs. Grogan stepped into the hallway, she hollered, “Girls, ya turn that
racket off. I don’t care if ya don’t have your nursing classes tomorrow. We have rules in
Chloe winced as she painted her scabbed lips a deep wine color. Her fingers got
caught in a snarl as she combed through the carrot-colored strands of her hair. Satisfied,
she packed her round makeup trunk.
Chloe emptied out her desk drawer, packing her birth and baptismal certificates,
high school and college diplomas, pencils and a ruler. Hmm, the Mickeys might come in
handy… Chloe scooped up the chloral hydrate capsules, dropped them in an envelope,
licked it shut and placed it on top of her rolled blue gingham dress. She stretched a sock
over the can of pennies and sunk it into the bottom of her suitcase. Her hand trembled
as she tossed in two pink envelopes, recent letters from her “sister”.
As Chloe lay across the patchwork quilt on her twin bed, she was grateful the
landlady had left and wouldn’t see the tears of pain as she struggled into her girdle. She
finished dressing and then slipped her coat and gloves on. Chloe draped a beige cowl
over her head and wrapped it around her neck.
She looked all over the space that had been her home for the last eleven months.
The furnished room for let seemed emptier than when she had first moved in. Chloe
placed her key on the desk then turned off the light.
She tiptoed down the dark narrow hall to the kitchen. Big band music blared from
the radio in the back room. The taxi driver announced his arrival by leaning on the
Mrs. Grogan pressed an envelope into her hand.
“Here’s Paddy’s address. He’ll be a-waitin’ for ya darlin’. He’s good stock don’t ya
know. He’ll see that nobody harms ya there in paradise. Don’t ya worry none, I’ll take
care of your paycheck. If Paddy fusses ’bout the telephone then ya call me person-to-person
every week. And drop me some postcards. And if I ever get my hands on the
beast who did this to you…so help me…”
Teardrops spilled down Chloe’s face as she hugged and kissed her landlady. Her
friend. She hurried to the cab, not allowing herself to look back. She was grateful she
had slipped out without having to explain her departure to the other girls.
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